This experience took twenty minutes to record on my voice recorder and took up about three pages in my dream journal. Here I will only post a few of the more telling sections. This update is long overdue, and in the future I will try to keep up better at adding experiences. The last few months have been relatively quiet as far as NPEs go - only having maybe four over the past six months. Hopefully the next few months will be more fruitful!
August 5, 2012
"Inner Fireworks"
I’m with Dad
on the front lawn. I felt like it may really be Dad having an OBE, because his
intention seemed to have some bearing on the environment. I was attempting to
get it to turn into day, but my intent, in the form of verbal commands, was not being for-filled. I told him
that if we both intended it to be day, then it may change to daytime, and it
did!
At another
point I was marveling at the unearthly beauty of the stars in the night sky.
They were much more vibrant than anytime I remembered on
Earth. I saw clusters of four or five in a row with amazing clarity. I had turned to the West and
saw this nebula of light and color, symbols and imagery. At this point the
human language fails at expressing the experience – it was hyper-dimensional in
nature. Imagine the visual above but with added dimensions. It reminded me of experiences people have recorded under the influence
of DMT, where they experience this hyper-dimensional carnival or circus. At one
point this large balloon-clown popped out of the scene. I just stood and marveled for a few minutes at the swirling imagery.
This scene ignited a joyous
emotion in me which was much more apparent than in waking reality – I saw how
it was a previously missing yet integral component of the lucid dream. Simultaneous
with the emotional burst came a brilliant display of fireworks surrounding this
open-sided dojo type building. I got this sense of intuition that it would be
nice to live in a building like that someday, and that an important part of
life is creating something in physical reality which brings this sense of
positive emotion. I thought how an architect would derive much joy from
creating the strange, elegant building.
Next, I found
myself on this cement dock, probably 75 feet in the air. I was with a bunch of
friends and some of us were boarding this huge boat, almost like a mini cruise
ship. As the boat began to pull away, Danielle and I got caught kind of in-between.
I stood behind her so she wouldn’t fall in the gap to the water below. I was
very calm because I knew I could just fly out or save someone if they had
fallen.
At the very
end of the dream, after the large ferry had set sail, I found myself at the
dock area with this dream figure. He seemed to be a dockworker and his task was
to flip over all of these large metal planks and containers. I said to the
dream, “I wish for this man’s work to be done according to his desire.”
Instantaneously, about half of the planks and containers had flipped to the
correct side and all of these cinder-blocks were laid out on the floor. I asked
the man why he didn’t desire his work to be completed and he replied, “If I do
it all now then I will have to do another open house on the boat.” I thought
this was humorous and I told him to “Ask for Andrew” if he needs anymore help.
He mentioned to me that he has worked with a “Lex Cucolo,” insinuating it was
someone I would know. It seemed the dream character had his own desires and
volition, enough to spread out his work so he didn’t have to do more! Perhaps a representation of a part of myself, or maybe an own reality of his own.
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